maybe (maybe not)

I am officially on pins and needles. I think we have a 50% chance of being included in this month's batch, and I don't know when that will arrive - by March 15th certainly, but it could be much sooner.

Either way we should receive our referral in the next 1-40 days. I am tense and anxious, not calm and expectant as I would like to be!

Big sister has been a bit tense and cranky too, and thinking maybe SHE wants to be the baby, or that she wants the baby to be HER, exactly as she was when she was little. I think there will definitely be an adjustment period, and it may not be pretty.

Wish us luck.